I had one of those days yesterday, where I just wanted to grab up on someone and put my fist through thier face! My god! I hate people sometimes! I'm not usually this angry or frustrated, but I fear I am at my wits end. I think being away from the country and having to live in the city has made me a bit mad after two years.

Things I can't stand:

People herded up WAAAAAAY past the white line for the red light. Ummm, the light would turn green if you were back where you SUPPOSED to be. Dumbasses.

People treating me like crap because I work in retail. Like I want to be standing behind a counter taking everyones money and bullshit at the same time.

People who bitch about the company I only work for, not own. Like I have ANY fucking pull. Yeah, me an' the big-wigs all get together on the weekends and toss back a few. "You know", I says, "the people really are not liking this certian thing that we are doing at the moment." POOF! All is fucking better!

The pure fact that I could be laying on my death bed and not be able to call off work, becuase I am the only one they are able to call to come in for a call off!

Stupid people in general! Last night is was like the National Moron Convention was going on, and Canonsburg was where the meeting was being held. It took damn near 15 minutes for me to get to work last night, when the trip should only take 5! Why you may ask, well, easy, stupidity in droves. No one knows how to follow traffic signs or obey lights and common road laws. I'm gonna start carrying a bat around in the car for the assholes that decide to cut out in front of us while we are attempting to merge on to any road way!

I've had enough, and I am dangling from the end of my rapidly fraying rope!

Also, I have noticed that customers are FAR more rude at this new job I have than ANY of my previous. So far in my short time there I have been called stupid, hopeless, incapable of hearing, been called an ignorant whore (This gentleman I actually corrected. "No sir, the word you are looking for is 'incompetent whore'. I am not ignorant by any means.), have been yelled at not only over the phone, but in person.... I mean, what the hell is wrong with people these days?

Again, going to snap!

No one thinks that I don't have problems in life? Everyone that I encounter has a right to be miserable and treat ME like shit!? I have my own battles waging, but I don't take it out on the first idiot I see! Our car is dying, My Allen's health and vision are leaving him at 29, I can't afford my Lexapro because I have no insurance, I have been sick the past few months and can do nothing about it, we can barely afford to feed ourselves and we barely make it from pay to pay. Yet these assholes that come in and treat me like filth act like they are the only ones suffering!

You know, I actually had a lady come in and get huffy at me cause she interupted while I was on the phone trying to help a gentleman (one of the few people who treated me well that night) and could not get to her aid immediatly. She actually SNAPPED at me cause I was helping someone else!

I go to work, and it seems like everyone just leaves all thier shit for me to do. No one puts anything away before they leave, and I am left to deal with thier shit, and my shit that just keeps stacking up while I tend to THIER SHIT! A never ending, vicious cycle of SHIT!

*bangs head off desk a few times*

*takes a step back*

*deep breath*

Oooooook! I know, I know. I feel better now. First time I post here in forever and it is just a giant rant. I just.... I had to get it out. Been bottling crap up for too damn long. I rarely get THIS angry, but I just can't take it anymore. *shakes head* Just damn tired of all the crap.

Becca and Amie took me out and got me drunk last night. Yeah.... Booze always makes me demons disappear. ^_^ That, and coming home and seeing Allen. How wonderful. I think that is the only reason I don't just go off the deep end. My friends are major, but My Allen keeps me sane. (While driving me FURTHER insane I should add.)

Yeah, so now that I have ranted, I am off to bed. I need to sleep at least a wee bit. Pulled an all nighter. YAY INABILITY TO SLEEP!!! WOOT!!! (May also have something to do with the large amounts of rockstar consumed at work, and the red headed sluts and jolly ranchers at the bar last night.)

Hope all is doing better than me! *points up* Don't take my shit too harshly.... Just venting. Feels nice.

Peace